she

I miss you bestfriend. 

good luck in your study. Be a good girl. Take care when you're in people's place. Have a safe trip to your new place to study. I'll be missing you. 

I'll be here whenever you need me. Give me a ring okay. Just remember. Nothings ruined a friendship other than negative thoughts alright? 

LOVES YOU :-*

classmates

last weekend, my college organize an event at Bangi, Selangor. It was for all the Office Management students part 1. Its like an event to introduce and get to know each other. It was very best moment that we had. 

basically, if you asked anyone, if they ever been to any occasion. The highlight of the day only will be when it comes to taking picture together. Like omg! I'm so in love with camera so I would be crazy if not loving this part. 

There were few performance perform by the our Office Management's senior's. They are so supporting making the event so great and not boring at all. That day the theme was "Fabulous Vintage Raya Day" because it was on Syawal too. So I wore red. My favorite color. 

Why are you not be happy when you have some amazing classmates around. Here's some picture of us! :-)

p/s : i'm the one in red of course! :-P

Important people

this post I don't have words to express. Only picture that tells the important person in life.

My wonderwoman, Mummy :-*

My hero, Daddy 

Super duper bestfriend, Najwa :-*

The most amazing brother, Adik :-*

schoolmates, Syar :-*

The best doctor, Leon :-*

Best gym partner, Sazrini :-*

little girl.

I'm mummy and daddy's little girl. Yeah. Even I'm 18. But I still count on them on everything. 

They are everything to me.

My life.

My soul.

My blood. 

They're the one that be there when I fall. They are the one who will be there to catch me whenever I started to fall apart. They're the one who motivates me to be the good daughter and the best sister in the family. They are the one who put high hopes on me. 

Mum. Dad.

I'll make you proud one day. 

That's a promise. 

Don't stop loving me cause I won't stop loving you. 

love, 

Natashya

Thinking

When you're getting older. When you leaves your school life. You'll in the end starts thinking about all sorts of things. Good things, bad things. What will you be in future. What will you achieve. Is all of this what you want. And many more. 

This if life. Good or bad things happen. You just have to get through it. Move on! Look foward and never turns back. Because turning back gives you nothing. Never regret to what has happen in life because remember! Things happen for a reason. There's always something behind all the things that happen. Allah knows the best. He had planned the best for you. You'll have to just go with the flow.

My mom thought me to never give up on trying something. Never give up on anything. I want to be like my mom. She's the strongest woman I  had ever known in this earth. Basically she's everything. She can do anything and be anything. She never give up on me. She'll always be there when I need. She is someone that I can count on whenever I need her. 

Be the best. You never want to regret in the end. Try your best to archive your target. As for me, my next target is to go on a holiday trip. So what I have to do now is to start saving. Seem difficult, but it is quite simple actually. 

love,

Natashya

Time.

Another boring day with the housemates....

Where all class has been cancelled. 

Where we don't want to sleep at all.

Where we had nothing to do. 

What will student do when they have too much "extra" time like us? 

Basically most of them will study. But, we prefer to study at night because of the environment. The weather is cool too at night.  So, in the day we mostly spend our day with.... CAMWHORING!! 

The best thing ever to do in the day. Then of course we eat and eat and eat. Make our tummy full. If you guys want to know. Our house are full with variety of food. From junk food to healthy food. 

Example: 

Biscuit

Bread

Peanut butter

Junk Food 

Nutella

Curry Mee

Milo 

Tea

Cheese

and many more that I literally forgot what I have at home because too many of them. Haha. We love to sleep. Especially during the day and when we got only few minutes left for class. It is considered one of the habits that we had. My mother always gets angry when I told her about this. Don't worry we are usually on time to class because we managed our time properly so we know. 

Ughhhh morning class? Everyone hates morning class. But did you know that waking up in the morning fresh up your mind rather than you sleep extra time. Your body will get weak and you tend to do lazy on anything. 

So, I'm sleepy now. Got to go! 

Assalamualaikum.

love,

Natashya

Dentist

Hello,

Assalamualaikum,

Good Morning :-) 

Have a blessed day everyone. Okay, today's post is about dentist. Why suddenly dentist is because I got dental appoiment today at 3pm! :-) I'm wearing braces for the past few years. This is my last year wearing braces then I'm going to get it off my teeth by end of this year!

Wuhooo. New year. New hope. New dream and new teeth! 

Braces. 

It is use to rectify your teeth.

Not everyone has a good teeth. Like me. I want to look beautiful because for me, smile is the most important part in life. Perfect smile. I want that. 

What will I wear for today's color for my braces? Been thinking because I had wear I think all of the colors that available in the dentist. Pink, blue, red, yellow, black, peach and many more. 

We'll see later on. Have a good day! :-)

love, 

Natashya

song part II

Another day just thinking about sharing some songs that I love. This song firstly been sing by Yasmin (housemates), then it turns out to be the song that I keep on playing. 

its Nothing Like Us by Justin Bieber

download it on Itunes or you can just listen to it at Youtube.com

here's the lyrics I can share. 

ENJOY!

Lately I've been thinking, thinking about what we had

And I know it was hard, it was all that we knew, yeah

Have you been drinking, to take all the pain away?

I wish that I could give you what you deserve

Cause nothing can ever, ever replace you

Nothing can make me feel like you do, yeah

You know there's no one, I can relate to

I know we won't find a love that's so true

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me

Together through the storm

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me together, oh

I gave you everything babe

Well, everything I had to give

Girl, why would you push me away? yeah

Lost in confusion, like an illusion

You know I'm used to making your day

But that is the past now, we didn't last now

I guess that this is meant to be yeah

Tell me, was it worth it? We were so perfect

But baby I just want you to see

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me

Together through the storm

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me together

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me together through the storm

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me together

hometown

Missing my hometown. Its a throwback moment where suddenly I miss everything. 

My hometown, Aman Island, Penang. 

The last trip we went with my late grandfather. I miss him. Its been almost 2 months without him. How time flies right. I still feel like he's still there at home. Watching his favorite wrestling. Memories forever stored. 

Best thing in Aman Island? Of course the food. "Prawn Mee" Only in Aman Island you'll get the best. 

We went there for our mini family day trip. It was our last minutes plan though. Not really a well plan but everything went well. It was so lucky cause my aunty got to gather all 7 siblings of my dad. 

We stayed at the chalet in front of the beach. The view of the beach is so nice but its just that we can't swim. Maybe cause of the water. 

This Aman Island belongs to my great great great great great granny. So, I rarely went here because my grandparents before this only lives few blocks away from my home. But this is still consider my hometown because there's some relatives that is related to us lives here. (even they are some of them I did not know at all).

cousin part I

cousin part II

final

I can believe that Semester 1 in college is almost over. 

The final exam is just around the corner. Another month counting. I'm dead meat. 

I feel it was like just yesterday that I registered to college. But it had been few months. So i guess there's only 2 years left for me to finish my Diploma. Then, I'll be taking my degree. 

As Office Management students, office course are not easy as they thought it would be. People will always look down on office courses. They would say that this course can't go far. They set their mind that every office's student will turn up to be only secretary. 

They are totally wrong.

Secretary is just one of the opinion for us. The rest is up to us. 

For once in my life before I die. I just want to make my parents proud of me. Proud to what I achieve. Because with study is the only way I can repay them. Achieving great result will make them proud. I'll try to make them proud. I want to see the look on their faces. The happiness to see me. Everything. That's all. 

In college, I'm so lucky to have the best lecturer, wonderful classmates and mostly a special thanks to my roommates or as known as my classmates too, Yasmin, for helping me on lots of things and for always waking me up to class :-P. 

All the best for those who are taking exams in nearby time. There's no failure if we tried. We are only a loser if we don't give our best.

behind those words

Favorite song. I'll listen to this every day before I went to bed. There's something in the lyrics that make me fall for it! 

You guys can also search Mirrors by Justin Timberlake.

Enjoy the lyrics ! 

[Verse 1]
Aren't you somethin' to admire, cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice, you reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always parallell on the other side

[Pre-Hook]
Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass, I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

[Hook]
Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

[Verse 2]
Aren't you somethin', an original, cause it doesn't seem merely assembled
And I can't help but stare cause I see truth somewhere in your eyes
I can't ever change without you, you reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I would look at us all the time

[Pre-Hook]
Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass, I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

[Hook]
Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

[Bridge]
Yesterday is history
Tomorrow's a mystery
I can see you lookin' back at me
Keep your eyes on me
Baby, keep your eyes on me

[Hook]
Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

[Hook 2] x10
You are you are the love of my life

[Verse 3]
Baby you're the inspiration for this precious song
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone
And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home
Just to let you know, you are

[Hook 2] x8
You are you are the love of my life

[Verse 4]
Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
You're my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do

Saving

So now I'm starting to save some money. 

"Why save money?" 

"Forget it! It won't work!"

People always says bad things without trying first. Always have negative thoughts on good things. Note this, "once there's a will, there's a way". Everything will work if you tried hard. 

Like for example, you may not be a good student if you don't study hard. You won't achieve best mark in college. You won't be the best student in class. Without hard work, nothing will pay off. So, basically. If you want something, you just had to work hard for it. 

For now, my target is to collect money and achieve RM500 by June 2014. So, now is August I can start saving by now. Its okay though if you save only RM1 per day. But at least there's something. We count as RM2 per day. So RM2x30days=RM60. that's only for one month. From August to June, there 10 months away. RM60x10months=RM600!!!! complete!! 

It may seem quite difficult to achieve. But just try first. Its like your rough target. Don't push yourself. Still long way to go. 

Its important to remember not to be lazy for saving. That's all! 

Good luck on trying! :-)

Lots love,

Natashya

Father's day celebration

Its been quite long actually. but I found this picture suddenly when I go through the photos on my phone. 

Its few months back when we celebrated Father's Day. This year, our father's day celebration is a bit different and rare from others. Everyone on father's day will buy cake for their father, treat their father to some good food. Do extra job for their father. But me, myself. I treat my father and the whole family to Super GT located at Sepang International Circut. It was a splendid day! Even it was extra hot there. But everything worth it. We got the chance to see few sexy cars in real life. 

It was a suprised planned by me only. Everyone in the family doesn't know the plan including my mother. That day, I told them, today is father's day. So, I'm going to treat them to some good food because that is the only thing we do if we had any celebration in the family. As my family loves to eat as much as I do, we love to spent our money on food. They were being fooled by me as they were expecting that I'm going to treat them to eat. I drove my car and they were boss sitting at the back seat. 

When I almost reached Sepang, then everyone were weird why I bring them there. Tadaaaaa, that time I took the ticket that I bought then I gave them. My father was extremely shocked because Super GT Japan is his favorite!!! We spend the whole day there. 

I'm glad to see each of everyone in the family happy for the day. Happy Father's Day Papa!! You're the best father in the world. The most amazing one. I love you :-*

Super GT International Series, Malaysia.

Lots love,

Natashya

reminds back

missing my old life back. 

missing my school life. 

missing every single person in my life. 

I miss my gym life. Throwback moment. I think it was last year where my cousin and I went to the gym. Why suddenly gym life? Because that time, my cousin's boyfriend dare her to get body shape in 2 months. That's why we went to the gym. Actually is because she doesn't have a friend to bring to gym. So, I'm the only one who lives near One Utama, she invited me to accompany her.

We went to Celebrity Fitness at One Utama. First day there we registered, she had to pay almost RM1000 just only for the fees. The free gift she got is 3 months free bringing 2 friends to the gym. Lucky me! :-) So, in the 3 months free trial. I accompany her everyday to gym. Except for Sunday. Because its the only day we can relaxed ourselves. 

The next day we started our gym life. We went to the gym. Like seriously, the first day feels like hell! So tired. I feel like fainting due to lack of stamina. First day I tried the treadmill. Run for about 15 minutes. Okay proud of myself because before this i went upstairs in my house only I've got tired too early. 

The trainer there, Oh My God! So handsome. 

What I like the most about gym is the SAUNA room! My favourite. Basically, we spent almost 1 hour in the locker room. I like to go to the gym is only because of that. I wish my house would have that. Then, they also have the Hair Dryer area where you can dry your hair. Then the make up area where you make yourself look beautiful and... 

THE BIG MIRROR! 

I love mirror because I can see myself in all sorts of way. I can see the whole body of mine. How my body looks. How everything look. My tummy, my things and every parts. About a month only I spent my gym life then I quit because that time my final exam which is SPM is just around the corner. So, i decided to stop and study for the exam. 

Anyway, even for a month. But its still the best thing I ever did in life... (not really... just because the trainer there is handsome only) 

A big thanks to my cousin for the wonderful moments, to Aiman, our instructor for the dance and all the staff there. I miss you guys already. Its almost a year! 

next mission - to have this body back.

love,

Natashya

A weekend getaway

Asssalamualaikum.

finally a new entry after some few weeks busy with lots of things to do. 

so, its a new post!!

*jump to the sky*

Okay there are not funny at all. I know :-\ this post is about my weekend getaway with someone important in my life. I should better keep it as a secret so everyone will be like, 

"Who is it?"

my weekend trip that day i went to.... Of course my favourite country in Malaysia which is, 

tadaaaaaa. 

PULAU PINANG

WHY PENANG?!

because... Penang is a place where they got lots and lots of delicious food for someone that loves food much more than anything in this world, like me. We stayed there for only two night. so sad!! sob sob. Its okay, next time i come i'll stay there for a month or maybe forever. 

As usual, my favourite place to eat in Penang everytime I come here is "Nasi Kandar Line Clear". Fuhhhh. The best 'Nasi Kandar' in town. There's one more also known as "Nasi Kandar Beratur" but i never tried there. Here, people are queuing up to get your food. 

You also can try your head toooooo :-P

yay! so here's my food. Let's eat. 

BON APPÉTIT

:-)

The next day mission is, time to get some fresh food. We went to Esplanade in Penang. There's one Chinese guy selling fresh fruit there. Best fruit! There's one fruit that I think were known as Water Chestnut that are quite difficult to get here in Kuala Lumpur. Maybe there is some but not many. He made a quite delicious fruit juice too! Original made. Without adding in any sugar or etc. 

Find this uncle. He's the only lorry with fruits nearby Esplanade there and the price is reasonable too! You can eat what ever fruit you want. 

Its been a long day so we head back to our hotel. We stayed at Hydro Hotel, Penang. Hydro is quite far from the Penang town but it is nearby to Batu Feringghi. Only 5 minutes drive. We choose to stay away from town is because we want to keep away from the traffic jam. HELLO! Don't expect only KL got bad traffic. Penang's traffic were bad as same as KL too. And, Batu Ferringhi got beach. Oh I can fall in love with beach. The sound of the waves. And so on.

didn't get the chance to walk by the beach. So here's the only photo of the beach. We were a bit rushed because we got lots of things to do and so little time. so we skipped few things.

There's tons of more things to be shared but i don't really have much time to share with you guys. I promise that I'll be back in the next post. Last but not least, the third and last day before we head home mission, time to get the best "Cheese Nan" here. We went to Kapitan Restaurant located at opposite the Queensbay Mall, Penang. Seriously, the Nan and the Tandoori were made with love. The spices they use are perfect!

ok done!

that's all i can share as for now. Even not many but I'm thankful because I can share few of my favourite place to eat here. Hope you guys try it when you go to Penang. And before I forgot I think that you guys should go to Penang Hill too! The view up there are amazing. 

that's all from me.

lots of love from Pulau Penang. 

Big Day

Officially your big day. your special day today.

Happy Birthday to you, 

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to Mysterious Man,

Happy Birthday to you. 

Happy Birthday to you. May God bless you. May you be successful to everything and to whatever things you do in your life. May you be a good man one day. May you archive your dream. May you get your dream car. (I guess its your next target right) May everything. 

Thank you for always be there whenever I need. Thank you for being the most annoying man on earth. Thank you for being the super duper best friend. 

Most of all, Thank You... For being the best listener on earth. 

For this year, your are getting a year older so there's no gift for you. Gifts are only for children and some teenagers :-P agree right? I made this wish specially for you. Man, you have to be proud and maybe treat me to some dinner. Its quite hard though to make sentences to post this. You owe me! Haha. Okay, I was joking. 

Anyway, have great one. Have a blast. Have fun working on your birthday :-)

Lots love, 

Natashya

Time flies

Based on the title above. This post will be a bit heart breaking. 

you'll wonder why?

what happen?

what's up?

Yeah, its a normal people's feeling where as they'll miss school when its over. Same goes to me. School. The place I spent half of my life there. I'm 18. I spent 12 years in school. Starting from kindergarten, to primary and finished school life at secondary. 

My school life maybe was not amazing as other. But still, my high school life is the best. My schoolmates were all the best. The best of friends i ever had. Seriously, you should really enjoy your school life. Cause you're definitely going to miss it when you're in college life. In college. You are going to have to do everything by your own. Nobody are going to help you unless yourself. You have to finished your assignment by your own. Do your own research and so on. 

Its cool though being in college cause you'll know the feeling how to appreciate something. You know how to value your time. You know how much you need your sleep. You know how awesome it is to be at home and waking up everyday to you mom's cooking. Got to see your family everytime. You'll learn to be independent by your own. Even I'm 18, this is my first time in life I'm away from family.

School.

The place you'll think the teacher is not cool at all. The place where you feel like hell. The place where you hate the discipline teacher. The place where you think the teacher are torturing you by giving a lot of homeworks. The place where you can skip class when ever you want. The place where the canteen food aren't delicious at all. 

BUT

Think twice. Its the place since you were little girl or little boy still not having their puberty yet. Till you are big enough to think what's good and what's not. You learn so much in school. You even learn how to respect people. How to respect someone older than you. 

The thing i miss the most in school is the Graduation Day and my last day at school. I miss all of them. I never want to end school life. But this is life. Life must go on. Move foward and never look back. Memories in school will be forever stored. Deep inside. 

So, that's the bit of stories about my school life. If time can be rewind. I want my high school life back. Everything in school back. I miss you guys Bestarian and Ehsanian. May we all be successful one day. This is not the end of our life. In fact, its just the beginning of the new world we are going to face. Its a new life. Be new. You may failed in your school life, but that doesn't mean that we are still going to fail till the end. Hardwork is the key to everything. Attitude is the most important role. Act. Be positive and ignore all the negative thoughts. Cause that thing are not going to give you anything. Its going to motivate yourself. Pray. Allah knows the best. Allah is always there. Allah is there to listen to everything. InsyaAllah. The final day, the happiness will come one day.